So for the readers might not have known that I applied to read law in the University of Cambridge, well, I applied and was pooled a week ago. Being the in the pooled category simply means that the college that you applied for did not have a place for you but wanted your application to be taken into consideration by other colleges. It also meant that your days of waiting have been extended with a few more restless days staring at your computer screen and refreshing your inbox page.
Unfortunately I just got rejected. My eyes searched high and low for any words in the paragraphs of sentences to end my days of endless waiting. Then it hit me. A sharp pang of disappointment met with a sigh. It was over. I expected myself to sob or cry but I didn’t. Maybe the fact that it was all so sudden buffered myself from the fall into a pit of days of mourning.
Then I recalled that I mentioned in a few posts ago that I would let His will be done. I’m glad that I did left it in God’s hands. And now it does feel as if as His arms are wrapped around me to protect me from any negative thoughts and prolonged disappointment.
There’s just so much more to life. (:
emiror
January 15, 2012
*superlike*